yeah so im good for now. just posting... nothing really new.
well, it sorta looks like im going to be alone for prom all over again, thats going to be the third time. i never go to a dance alone, it makes me feel sorry for myself, and im gettingt really tired of that feeling. although i got to go to naka for once, that was nice, but after something fun goes away, i want to look forward to something else fun, and it gets harder to do that as you get older. i realized i dont get all excited over my birthday like i used to, and i cant figure out why, maybe its because i will not get to do parties when i grow up, because when youre a grown up an